This past year has been really interesting when it comes to my dating life. I feel like the Lord finally blessed me with some experiences. I didn't necessarily have a relationship with these fellas but it taught me a lot about myself, what is best for me, and what/who to watch out for. This last Spring I had a really intense experience but realized it was never going to work out, and I knew it from the beginning but I still held on and hoped that things would develop. The Lord had other plans. I feel like this past year has been so dramatic though that after I finally accepted the fact that I was not going to get together with this guy I felt so free! I don't need to be in a realationship, I don't need to be dating a lot of guys, I don't need my love life to be what makes me happy. I can make happiness and joy in myself and what I do with my life.
I guess I'm just feeling lonesome right now because this time last year I met this guy and he was my first kiss. I guess I'm just longing to be swooned and have someone interested in me. Oh well. I don't need that though. I'm happy and content with my life right now. That's all that matters.
I have to say, this might be the best summer that I've ever had, just because I have so much freedom! Yes!!!